I am self destructive.

Someday, may be not today,
But someday I will explode
into flames that you can’t control,
That won’t know love, hope or kindness,
Nor pain,
Because I feel the waves getting bigger
day by day,

And someday,
may be not today,
it will reach it’s peak,
But I pray, that you aren’t the one,
the one who pulled the trigger,
the one who’ll see me explode
into the worst of me,
that was hidden within, all along
within how you have always seen me,

Calm and subtle.